Weight gain

Kassie
I'm having an issue with my weight. Before I got pregnant I was a little over weight, not bad but enough I wanted to change. I lost 30 lbs and only had 15 to go to reach my goal of 135. Well since I've been pregnant and not able to continue my workouts and unable to control my weight gain obviously, I feel out of control with my whole life. I'm terrified to gain weight during the pregnancy because I worked so hard to lose it the first time. I know this isn't healthy and my SO is supportive telling me the bigger I get, the happier he is because he knows the baby is healthy. I'm only 14w and I've only gained 2lbs but I'm dreading the upcoming months. Am I the only crazy one who feels this way?