Please no negative comments I really just need some uplifting. So lately my anxiety is over the top  horribly bad, as is my nausea, I'm sick 24/7 and not to mention the guy I got pregnant by isn't in the picture and I despise him and wish I wasn't carrying his child. I'm 9 weeks today and the fact that today is Saturday and I can't go hang out with my gfs at the bars just makes me even more depressed idk what to do... I know I should have used protection but I didn't and now I don't know if I can go through with having this baby... Really needed to get this off my chest