I was doing some work on my boyfriend's computer and got snoopy and searched his History.. And I found this: "not attracted to my girlfriend anymore but still love her" " hot to tell my girlfriend to loose weight and wear makeup without hurting her feelings" and "when the one is not pretty enough" ... So it's safe to say he no longer finds me attractive 😢😭... I've been going to the gym and I'm NOT fat! Or even close.. I've always been told I'm beautiful by men and women.. Always have had many admirers Always been considered attractive .. I have an hourglass figure for crying out loud! Not trying to brag here, but I'm really just shocked and hurt by what I found.. We've only been together for 4 months. Isn't it too fast for him to loose attraction towards me? I don't know what to do about this. I'm so hurt and my self esteem has totally dropped . This is the first time a guy doesn't make me feel desired or beautiful. Is he maybe shallow ? Is it me?! And can I get him to be attracted to me again? Or should I leave? Clearly he loves me and thinks I'm the one, according to his search.. And he is pretty great to me. I'm so hurt and confused 😭😢