My heart hurts

Amber • Have one sweet lil lady, but she would make one awesome big sister:) Trying for baby #2 for 5 years now.
We didn't do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> this cycle, and not sure we are doing in again any time soon, we are just taking a break and taking one month at a time. Which I feel good about. So this past month we didn't focus on getting prego at all, just had fun and didn't stress. It was nice, but a lil part of me was hoping for that miracle... My period started yesterday... My heart feels broken, sore, tender:( I hate my hope getting smashed into a million pieces each month! I know i always pick up pieces again with my Saviors help, but right now I'm not ready to pick them up yet, I just hurt! :(