Scared

I've been in hospital for a week with a lupus flare and pleurisy. I've had to have lots of meds and procedures that aren't ideal in pregnancy and have now started cramping strongly. I've lost 8 pregnancies before and this pain feels horribly familiar. I think they're going to try to scan baby today so at least I'll know what I'm dealing with. Please keep us in your thoughts/prayers today mamas