Chemical pregnancy

I got two positive pregnancy tests and then they started popping up negative. Then my cycle started two days late. During the time of my tww I was having major pregnancy symptoms and then yesterday they just stopped. I knew something wasn't right, and AF showing up today let me know I lost the little bean that was attempting to develop. I'm sad about it, but feel like I have no right to be since I never had the pregnancy confirmed other than the home pregnancy tests. I was waiting until the lines were darker and I actually missed my cycle before scheduling an appointment, but they never got darker. They just went away...