Feeling a little discouraged about my doctor 😰😞

Madison💁🏼‍♀️ • Retailer// Married 6 yrs// Mommy to fraternal twin girls// surprise baby on the way!
My doc wants to induce me at 38 weeks (pitocin, breaking waters). I can't eat or drink during labor. I have to push and deliver IN THE STIRRUPS in the OR. My doula can't come with us if I need a section. Not sure if she will be able to come when I move to OR to push either. I can't use the birth tub because of multiples. I just feel like everything is no no no all of a sudden. 
I scheduled a consult with another doctor. I'm 29 weeks today and feel like everything I've invested in financially, emotionally, and mentally will get thrown out the window on delivery day.
Just feel a little bummed realizing my doc is just "okay" with my natural birth, and not really supportive of it. I feel like if it takes too long or isn't perfectly ideal, I'll be pressured into more medical interventions. I know I have rights, but I shouldn't have to defend myself like this while in labor for poop's sake. 
Sorry to be negative. Just venting, my peeps.