Anybody else feeling this way?

I just feel so dirty down there all the time now. Between The constant peeing, wiping my vagina, toilet paper bits, the wetness from being pregnant, the accidental peeing and just feeling swollen down there all the time. Ugh. I want my vagina back already. Lol  not to mention the not being able to see it or shave it properly. 😑😕 just had to vent! Only 2 more months to go!