So I was doing a great job keeping it together and remaining calm after getting my BFP two weeks ago. But now that I have reached the point in this pregnancy where my baby stopped developing last time, I am losing. My. Mind. Every flair of lower back pain, every mild cramp, every little thing convinces me that I am going to lost this baby too. My ultrasound is still over a week and a half away and I am just so scared. I honestly don't think I could go through another loss...This wait is torture!!!