AF on 5/6 anxious and sad

I'm not 100% sure how this works so here it goes. 
I am 29yo and my husband and I have been trying for our first since Oct 2014, new to glow as of March. I am really sad and anxious and would like someone to share this with I guess? My friends understand and provide an ear but I'm still sad. 
Any words or thoughts would be wonderful.