My husband and I decided to ttc about 2 months ago. Last night was my magic day. We started the 92nd...and he stopped. Literally rolled away from me. He said it was too much pressure to know all the details of conceiving i.e.: what days work best, what positions, etc. So now...he wants to wait. In order to get here to this point I had to save a ton of money, sharpen my domestic skills, and prove that I was ready to be a mama. I did my part. I have a fat savings account and a cleaner house than ever before. I did my part. So what now? How am I supposed to feel? Or recover from this.