TTC First Baby

Samantha
I've participated in this app for about three months now but have never taken to the community page..   so here it goes..  
my husband and I are trying to start our family...    I feel like I am so caught up in trying that it's all I think about day after day..   it's beyond frustrating and I don't know how to make it fun..    I just wanna be able to get pregnant and am starting to feel disappointed in myself...   I'm 9 dpo and feel like it's another chance lost...