My struggles and introduction

Tammi
Just introducing myself... I'm 38.  My husband and I have been TTC for 4 years (technically 3, he was deployed for 1 of those years).  We've been through 1 miscarriage, 3 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>'s, 2 fresh cycle <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>'s, and one frozen <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle. We have 1 frozen embryo left to try next month. If that fails too, we're planning to start over with a third egg retrieval and fresh <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. Our hopes are thinning, almost as much as our bank account. We don't want to give up, but I feel like we're getting close to the point where moving into acceptance will be necessary.
The constant disappointment is so difficult.  Even more, it breaks my heart that I haven't been able to make my husband a Dad.  Our eggs fertilize wonderfully, they grow into blastocysts, but they just won't implant. 
I'm wishing everyone the best of luck, strength, and positive thoughts during our journeys.