So the hubby & I have been ttc #3 for about a year & a half. It has been tough. What makes me so upset is my youngest cousin. She has 2 weeks til her due date, & all she does is bitch & moan. Her & her bf finally just got their licenses. They don't have jobs, they both live with her mom & dad & he's 19 & she'll be 19 after the baby. My family is weird. They were all kinds of excited when 3 of my older cousins had their babies & now my youngest cousin but wasn't when I had either of mine. It makes me sick to my stomach when everybody sees her & is so happy for them & they never done that with me. All I want to do is get away from them, go home, curl up in a ball & cry & not go back around them(even tho I'm a big family person). Hopefully our time will come again! Ok I guess I'm done for now! Lol