Still born mothers...

Jazmin • Mother to an angel... I love you Adelyn Rae Bower 5.8.15
I just gave birth to my beautiful baby girl Adelyn Rae Bower yesterday on April 8th at 3:38pm. She weigh 6 and 1/2 ounces and was 8 and 1/2 inches long. She was 21 weeks and 2 days old. 
I'm still in the hospital because I'm running a high fever and have an infection in my uterus. 
What are your best advices on how to deal with the loss? I have been balling my eyes out for 2 days now and I can't seem to stop. (Crying as I'm writing this)
Please help
Xoxo Jazmin