Nightmares.

I keep having terrible nightmares. This time it was that when we got our ultrasound we found out that baby implanted in the Fallopian tubes and we were told to have an abortion. 
I'm 8w5d today and our first ultrasound is this Sunday. We've already had one doctor appointment at 6w5d and he said everything looked great but he couldn't find the heartbeat yet. But said I felt like I was measuring a week or two farther along than I think I am. If I was farther along I feel like he should've found the heartbeat. 😕