Is a bit obsessed with Russian girls. In the past I have caught him looking at videos of Russian girls being sexual. While his father would call me fat. Ever since that happened, my self esteem has gone down. I feel like I can't compare to these girls. He stopped. But I found him watching videos like "Brazilian girls playing twister" and "Russian girls dancing in lingerie" while I am 29 weeks pregnant. I feel like I am fat and very unattractive. Even when I get ready, I feel ugly. And now he's watching these videos that make me feel like sh/*. How do I stop feeling like this? Be all of this makes me not want to touch him bc I feel like I'm not good enoug.