Miss my ex

Do you miss your ex and mayb wish you can go back? My ex and I broke up years ago, I always thought I was too young and maybe quarrel alot since I was afraid of losing him..now I'm mature and wish I could go back in time... when I see him I get a feeling as though something is sticking me in the heart..he was my 1st boyfriend though and the person whom I lost my virginity with :(