How do you stay hopeful?

I have more than 20 close friends and family expecting and m y husband and I are having trouble. I think I totally lost it.. i don't know what to do or how to get my mind off of it..how do you stay hopeful? I a mm really worried because usually I'm good with hiding my emotions but now I am tearful every day..i don't think it's the clomid affecting my hormones because my progesterone was barely existent. any sites you find helpful or tips please suggest! Thanks in advance