Confuse

My husband was gone for a month for work. He would always text me saying I miss you, can't wait go home and spend time together. While since his been here we haven't really spend in time together. It's 1am here and his downstairs playing his PS4. Lately I been feeling lonely, not loved, not beautiful anymore!!! I used to always be happy and feel beautiful about myself why don't I feel that way anymore? I do everything to make him happy. But if I ask him a simple favor he won't do it for me. Like yesterday I asked him can you make me a sandwich but I was just missing around just to see what he would say and he said no!!! Why is it when his gone he shows me all this love but when his here he shows a lil love??