Saddened

Kim • Mommy of b/g twins born 8/4/16 and another little man December 21st 2018. I also have an angel baby boy
I had posted about my hcg not going up correctly, I have unfortunately had a miscarriage. 😢 The doctor said we can try again in 2 months. Why do people who really want to be parents experience so much lose? This after loosing Parker in January when will I be able to have my rainbow?