At 38 weeks I was told I needed a C-section
At 38 weeks I was told I needed a C-section. Although I included the possibility of a c-section in my birth plan I was NOT ready to have one. I read a thousand times "you're not a failure if you need a c-section" but I couldn't help but to feel like I almost was. My first baby; I just wanted to experience every ounce of natural birth for myself. 
I cried the morning of my c-section, wishing that I had my mother by my side(3 yrs deceased). Although I had my boyfriend who held my hand throughout the entire the surgery, couldn't help but feel as if I'd be more prepared if my mommy were with me.
I could barely breath through the procedure but the moment I heard him cough(he didn't cry until later) I knew that it was my little man & he was already amazing! The anesthesia hade so numb that I could feel myself crying but my ducts couldn't make tears. My boyfriend held him 1st and my little lucca immediately stopped crying.
This day is still a little unbelievable! ME! FINALLY A MOMMY. He's so quiet , calm and handsome! One of THE BEST DAYS OF MY ENTIRE LIFE!
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