Struggling with binge eating

I'll try to make this as short as possible but I am just looking for some type of support or maybe some advice from people who can relate. For years and years I have struggled with binge eating, mostly emotional eating. I have never been happy with my weight and I am currently over weight and extremely unhappy. I have tried to lose weight and have lost about 40 but still binge like tonight. I just eat and eat until I feel sick and then still want to eat more. I'm afraid that I will never over come this and be fat forever. I am single because of this problem and it has also affected my job search. I live in a small town where there is no over eaters anonymous group and I have tried conciling which did not help. Please tell me that I can get through this and eventually love my body.