I've always believed in love. I want to love and be loved by someone who just fits with me, but everytime I put myself and my heart out there I get hurt. I'm almost 21, which I know is young, but I also live in Utah where half the people I know are either married, engaged, or almost engaged. I try to focus on getting my degree and trying new things and developing my hobbies, but the hope that Mr. Right will come along is always in the back of my mind. I've never been in love (I thought I might have been once, but he had other plans) and it's really one of my biggest goals in life. I'm just so afraid I'm hoping that something that doesn't even exist is out there and I'll never find the right guy.