Month after month and no positive. Its been a year since having my iud removed and we started trying. Got pregnant at the end of July last year and at 6 weeks I had my first ever miscarriage. Now 8 months later and nothing. If god was real he would be laughing at me. I'm his personal sick joke. Yeah I have a son, but why can't I have another baby? Why is it so easy for everyone else to get pregnant with their second, third, or fourth baby? I honestly hope to die in my sleep so I don't have to keep crying month after month because I can't get pregnant. I sacrifice my sanity to stay home with my son and care for him and I can't have the one thing I want and deserve the most.