So frustrated!! *Tmi.

Veronica • I`m 30 & happily married since July 2014. Baby #1 born August 31, 2016 & #2 born May 7, 2019!
Hubby and I have been ttc for about 18 months and nothing. I tracked like a mad woman for several months, hubby had a SA with normal results, have always had very regular cycles varying from 27-30 days (with exception of going from 5-7 days of af to 2-4 days since December '14), I left the madwoman taking for a couple months and now I'm back to tracking bbt and cm. Was hoping for that bfp, but af showed her ugly face today..right on time. At 5 dpo I started having a burning sensation/soreness of the nipples followed by boobs being sore and feeling bigger til about 10 dpo, which is not at all a normal thing for me, oh and moody as hell. Along with the previous, I had a lot more cm from egg white to a watery - creamy consistency in the same window. I was determined it was all for a good cause, but I was wrong! Not sure what to do anymore; the heartbreak of not conceiving is too much sometimes. I just want to scream and cry...Some more.