I'm not the one to allow involuntary thoughts of my subconscious while I'm asleep mess with my head but last night's bothered me. I misscarried my first pregnancy in march, and me and hubby are trying for our rainbow baby. I had a dream last night that I guess you can call a nightmare but I dreamed I got a positive pregnancy test, went to the doctor got an ultrasound, confirm the pregnancy and that everything was fine but I found out i wasn't pregnant and the prego test was false including the test the doctor took plus the ultra sound was false. I woke up crying in my sleep. My biggest fear is that when I do become pregnant again I'll think it's not real because I'm waiting for something to say oh wait you're not pregnant or lose my baby again. I just want to look forward but my mind keeps bringing me back! I just hope this nightmare doesn't haunt me.