Bfn uhh how I hate you I dread to see u every month but yet u show ur face. One day my true love will come the BFP, and heal me from all that u have done all the heart aches you've caused and the time u put me down and made me feel less of and woman. The times I cried all day because of u. Feeling useless and broken like I'm a defective person. And you choose to only come to me when I'm looking for BFP you always show up and I see everyone around me seeing my BFP :( it hurts all the time that you make me question my faith. I feel let down and cheated. But one day and I pray the it's very soon but one day my BFP will show up and save me heal me and complete my missing piece and end this war in my heart.