9 weeks pregnant with #5 and I feel like a sack of $!#@. Grumpy. Nauseous. Exhausted. Full blown panic attacks. Horrendous night sweats. No patience for anything. Depressed. Etc etc etc. But I have a full house to take care of and manage. Cant sit down and wallow in my sorrows. So I do my work and cry. And cry and then when everyone is in bed.. I cry some more and tuck myself in for a another awful night of sleeping on damp sheets and blankets and pillows. And then getting towels to sleep on for a bit of comfort. Then I do it alll f-ing over again. I just want to quit. :( .....Rant over...