Going to the obgyn was hard. Seeing all those pregnant women there. I really tried to keep my mind on other things and not to be jealous or hateful. I wish this miscarriage was done with. These past few weeks have sucked. Not only was I discriminated at work during my miscarriage. I was threatened to be demoted if I tried again. I've been looking for a new job since then. But I know after I find a new job I'd have to wait a year till I'll be able to TTC again. Life's not fair. I've never cried so much in my life till now.