I feel soooo alone!!! I'm fighting for my husbands daughter to fly out to see us! I do all the mediation for him because he can't stand his daughters mom!!  I'm so tired of him not being involved!! Plus he started to drink again this is our second child together his third overall and I said I can't live like this!!! We just found out I was pregnant a week ago!!!!! I'm sooooo overwhelmed sad anxious furious tired tired tired of fighting for it all!!!! Just wish my Dad was still here so I can lean on him. He was the rock in our family. After he passed then I was.. I have no one to lean on.