Confession 😔

After high school I got a free year at my community college with the condition to get my diploma a year later, I accepted and went to college, I honestly bombed it. I didn't fail all my classes but I did get C's in all of them. I was supposed to keep a GPA of 2.5+ and I didn't, so I stopped going to school and I didn't do anything to get my diploma or to even talk to the advisors. Now, for my second year I didn't go at all. I did not enroll and I didn't even put a foot on campus and I went like that for the full year I just feel bad that I lied to my parents, I feel horrible, they expected something else from me and I didn't do it. 
Sorry, I just had to get it out, no one, absolutely no one knows about this, just me.. 😓