I have two beautiful boys already (2 1/2 and 1 1/2yrs old). On Dec 4/14 I had to have a d an c since I had a missed miscarriage trying for number 3. I went in for my 12 week ultrasound and found out my baby passed at 9 1/2 weeks. I was completely devastated. We started trying again and we got pregnant right away in January!!  BUT on May 27 at almost 19 weeks I had to have a d and e and she was my baby girl. I was almost half way through my pregnancy and now she is gone. This is a whole new level of devastation. I'm not really sure how I'm going to make it through this.  It will be a week tomorrow since losing her. My bleeding has almost stopped but hoping that my milk doesn't come in. I think that would be just more salt added to my wound if that happened. I'm trying to focus on the future and trying again in a few months and also my boys to keep me smiling. My days are very dark right now. Hard to function.