I need strength

CJ
My sister-in-law's baby shower is this weekend. My baby was 15 weeks when he passed and it will be exactly four weeks since my D&C when I go to the shower. Buying all that baby stuff really stung 😕 We actually never told anybody I was pregnant (I had something special planned), so I have to put on a happy face and act like nothing is wrong. I was so excited that the cousins were going to be so close in age but now that happiness has turned into a broken heart. Crap, this weekend is going to be so hard!!!