TTC most cruel joke!

Sofi
I was over the moon excited when i got my first ever BFP! I calculated due date and told hubby and he was excited as well. 
This turned into an awful joke when i started spotting at 5 weeks, went to the doctors and they called it a chemical pregnancy. Long story short is I am not preggo anymore!!! So devastated i cant even put into words.
On the bright side, my fertile window starts today and i have taken clomid 100mg, so ladies please send baby dust my way☺️