TRICHITILLOMANIA (hair pulling disorder)

I've had this disorder since I was 12 years old. It's never seemed to leave me and still at 18 rules my life. On a bad night I'll remove every single hair from my eye area before starting on my eyebrows. I'm forced to wear fake eyelashes infront of my boyfriend but I'm worried what he'll think when he sleeps at my house and I have to take off my make up for bed. Any tips to make eyelashes grow faster?