Pregnant or already had a baby and body changes...

Maybe I am hormonal, but I had 4 kids, and although I am thin, and had a boob job... I still feel like I need to be better... for my husband. I can't help but compare myself to things I found him looking at before we were married.... he likes nice asses.... pregnancy killed mine, can't get it back and I HATE getting naked in front of him now and it makes me so mad, bc he just doesn't get or appreciate the sacrifice my body made having those gorgeous babies. He says nice things, but I know they're just words.

I love that my body could create such an amazing gift, and I am probably just having one of those really emotional nights, where I don't feel sexy or pretty at all, and feel like I could do nothing right all day. Doesn't help that hubby works out of town mon-fri and has his own apt where he has no kids to take care of and has hours to work out and cook and eat healthy, and no responsibility.

Am I the only one who feels this way about their baby body? I don't know how to start being more confident in myself.