We wanted to get pregnant again so we started trying and conceived immediately in January. I was so excited, but we miscarried in March. Our son was diagnosed with autism a month later. I started thinking maybe I didn't want another one after all. Well low and behold I was pregnant and didn't know it. Im 9 weeks 1 day and although I love being pregnant, im terrified of having a new born again. I had PPD with my first and really struggled with the lack of sleep on top of health issues I wasn't aware I had. Now im super anxious that I won't be a good mom. Is anyone else having feelings of doubt this time around?