My baby didn't ask to be here.

This has been a rough pregnancy. Until I miscarried, I never gave getting pregnant a second thought. We have three kids 15, 13, 8, and currently 32 weeks pregnant. I had baby fever. When I can't sleep, it's not my baby's fault. When I can't eat, it's not his fault. When my back hurts and my stomach feels like it's splitting, it's not his fault. I was given another chance to be a mother again. I've been a whiner for the last 8 weeks. It's not his job to make me comfortable; it's my job to ensure that he's as healthy as possible. That's the end of my guilt post.