12 DPO and BFN, TTC 10 months

Maggie • 31, married. Pregnant with rainbow baby #2 due March 28, 2020. Missed miscarriage March 2019 at 8 weeks. Miscarriage November 2018 at 4 weeks. Rainbow baby Aniela Jane born June 21, 2016. Miscarriage June 2015 at 5 weeks.
I have felt so different this week and thought it was finally our month. Extremely tired, constipation, and slight cramps. So nervous to test today and it was just the same BFN