TTC-5yrs

Im a mother of one who suffers from hashitoxicosis disease of the thyroid. This makes it hard to concieve. I've been trying for 5yrs no luck. My husband is so positive to the point i dont think he understands how much it hurts to pee on that stick and see a negative sign. After so long i want to give up. I am emotionally drained. Everytime i turn my head my friemds are pregnant. Everytime i see family im told my daughter needs a sibling...im becomming depressed.