Feeling meh😞

Every month I try 2 get pregnant i just want a bfp but no, I see loads of people getting pregnant or just had a baby and I feel like there's something wrong I haven't had chance to go doctors and make sure everything is okay, I feel like this month is my month but I doubt it, I've had intercourse every other day and last night I fell asleep after it so I'm hoping it's my month but my partner goes away in two weeks so I'm hoping when he comes back I can give him great news especially on his birthday, felt like I needed 2 get it off my chest