Due Date Reminders

Izzy • DD 5 years old, rainbow baby boy arrived Jan 16 after 3 miscarriages
Hi all, I'm currently 5 weeks pregnant after 3 miscarriages over the past 18 months. Every time I get pregnant so does one of my close friends so it's meant that I have that awful due date reminder when their babies are born & watching their pregnancies progress has been torture. It's coming up to my 2nd due date in the next couple of weeks. I was feeling fairly positive this time round, hoping our luck was going to change but another friend told me she's pregnant & due more or less the same time as me this time. I can't help that negative feeling creep back in that things are going to go wrong again for me & it's yet enough horrible reminder. Why does there have to be someone every time!! Feel like I can't catch a break & I'm really struggling with it all. X