I QUIT I OFFICIALLY DONE

Okay well after seven years 4 miscarriages and one little boy who died very shortly after birth I give up been almost 6 years since my last BFN and I can't take it anymore it hurts to much the constant excitement only followed by dissapointment staring at a test to only find that same old one line signalling I can't do the one thing we are on this earth to do its fucking killing me forever panicked my SO will ditch me for someone who can give him a family

Sorry ill stop needed to vent that anyone else feel the same