This wasn't my month...

My husband and I stopped ttc when I found out I was getting a new job. But they we kinda let our hormones get the best of us and I thought I was pregnant. I had spotting yesterday and today and I'm suppose to start my period on Thursday. I took a test today and it said negative. I'm pretty sure my period just decided to come early. Even though we decided now wasn't a good time, I'm actually really upset that I'm not pregnant. We've decided to wait until November so it gives me time to lose weight and he can be home for the birth (he's getting ready to deploy). I don't know if I want to wait....