2nd part to boring life

I posted how my bf doesnt make time for me because he is so tired for work we dont see eacother all day and barely get to talk because by the time im off at 10pm hes getting ready for bed. I use to feel like i wasn't ready for a baby because i still wanted to have a life but basically all i do is sit at home and go to sleep early already so i was thinking i might as well just go ahead with our baby plans... Is this stupid