You know.. the day he tells you he is no longer IN love with you ?...:(

Isnt this a fun time?!. .Such a long story and so many layer's this particular cake... But yes . My SO and father of my 8 month old and 10 week old fetus in my uterus, and step parent to.my 3 older sons . Has told me he is no longer In love with me. Super duper Awesome...

So now I lay here in bed next to him as he snores pondering my life . Where did I go wrong. Will I be alone romantically. Maybe its better this way. Im hurt. But not surprised. He doesnt want to have sex with me anymore. Resents me and my children for taking away his freedom. Doesnt trust me. Calls me names. The usual.

... You see.. I am super woman. I will cry for a bit. But I will gather my woman testicles and my awesome children and carry on ... because I dont need him. You'll see. One day I wont cry about this. I wont look down at the shattered peices of my heart that have so many past patches of super glue that were holding it together.. sigh.. bend down and pick them all up again grab my super glue and start patching up again.

You know... that super awesome day...