Meeting the new little ones

I found out I was pregnant in November of 2014 with our first child. There was 4 others that I found out were pregnant around the same time. I lost my baby 2 days after christmas, 2 days after I got engaged. I was not far along, but many of you can understand it doesnt matter how long you carry your angel, they become part of your future the moment you see the plus sign.

This year is flying by and the girl you was furthest along just had her baby and I got to meet the little man today. He is so precious. I was due July 31st. The closeer I get to the date and the more babies I meet that should be after my baby is harder and harder. I feel like I have let myself down.

I know I shouldn't blame myself. I do know it's something that may have happened for the best. It's hard facing reality that I will not have my child along with everyone else.

I dont need you to say anything, I just dont talk to anyone around me about it and I wanted to tell someone. You ladies always help with out trying :)