Am I a horrible person?

My best friend, sister, and sister in law have told me in the past week their pregnant. One of which only likes babies, once they're a toddler she wants nothing to do with them, and treats her other 4 kids like crap. My hubby and I have been ttc #1 since August 2012 and nothing and I've been soooo upset since they all told me. Now I'm really happy I'm going to be an auntie and god mother again, but it just sucks. :/