Pretty nervous

Jodi • Fiancee, four kids, all boys. Want a girl!
My fiancee and I have been TTC for almost 6 months and each month I get my period I break down in tears. We want a baby so bad. I know patience is a must during this process. It's just so hard. I am 9 days from my next cycle and he wants me to test because he is so excited. What do I do?!?!?!